Jennifer Lopez - Hold You Down

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Thursday, February 01, 2007


Today super duper-ly sad. Read his blog just now. Said what he where got fierce. If really fierce then don't talk to him la. Ok lor. Since he like that say I try not to talk or look into his eye again. Today is the 1st day I cried for him again after almost 1 month. I still love him as much as last year. I try to hate you. But I hate myself for hating you.

What actually happened today was during p.e., we were playing captain ball. Then I ask him which group he's from. Then he said in a very fierce voice. But I have forgotten what he said. After that recess time, I ask him to sit over here as another table he sat was far. But I think he got heard me but purposely pretend not to hear me and walk away. That time I was already very sad le. But then think of another matter made me even more du lan. Cos last night I sent him the message if I only have 15sec to live, what you will say to me. He never reply la even though the message itself said MUST REPLY. But what's more fucking is that he forward and sends to many people. Then this morning I ask him why never reply, you know what he said? Is like so FUCK la. As a friend, like thanks for begin my friend also don’t have. He said I don’t have things to say. WMFG!!!!

He said be friend or not depend on me. If want jiu friend lor, don’t want don’t want lor. Ok...I said I want. And one time he said to me this, if I can take up, I should also learn to put down too. I have made it. As a girl, I take the initiative to talk to him, message him. But what have he done to me? The only time he talks to me is to ask where his thumb drive is. And he sound like accusing me of not returning him things. But I endure. I tiam tiam and REN. But he found it in the end. It is really not with me. If he wants me to return all the things he gave me, its ok anyway. The memories will stay in my heart forever de. At the very least, I take photos of them before returning to him lor.

I tried my very best to treat you as a friend already. Why must you do this to me? I keep all the feelings inside my heart, the pains, the tears, the fear and the love I wanted to give you. I really am treating you as a friend. As a girl, I endure so many things which even my parent doesn’t know. And all the initiative I took to talk to you again.



What a day today. Sigh...

Tearing,
fish.



Loved @ 8:58 PM