Thursday, November 30, 2006
Today’s night is so long. And I gave every customer a black face. But I still mange to smile a bit. That is tiring you know. When you feel like crying but cannot cry and still need to smile and laugh with people. How I wish I got into car accident then coma, wake up only recognize my parent and my few true friends. And start a NEW life!
I tell you why I so moody after 6pm. Haha. Because I msg him twice and he didn’t reply so I called him. He asked me which msg he never replies. Obviously is all la. Then I hang up angrily. Know what?! He never sends me a sms until now. I AM SO TIRED OF TAKING THE INITIATIVE TO ASK YOU OUT AND EVEN TO SMS YOU. I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS GOT TO DO WITH YOU! Let’s wait and see who will regret after 2006. Definitely not me! Ya...and maybe not you too. Cos you don’t even bother.
Today is our 8th month anniversary. I think you don’t even bother bout it too. Just a happy 8th month anniversary darlin, I love u. That’s it. Finish. Haha. Short and easy. After this year, good bye! I hope nobody tells you this and you won't be seeing this. Cos i goin to surprise you. A BIG bang to you. That's your 2007 present. Haha.
Okay...i am finished my summary. I really hope he don't know bout this post. You know, if I tell him bout my unhappiness towards him, then he will feel that I always complainin. If i keep it inside my heart, i will suffocated and got depression. So I can only type it into my blog. At least you people can choose not to read. Haha. 1 stone kills 3 birds...he need not feel bad, I can say whatever shit and you people can choose not to read.
Later I goin gym with dear. My dear is better than my darlin. She will be here whenever I need her, but darlin can't. My dear can lend me a listenin hear and a small shoulder for me to rest but darlin can't. My dear...so many things to list. Whatever la. Dear is better. I love you, Dear.
Haha. Miss Siew, don't touch le. You will also be in my heart forever. Ya...bout x'mas. I decided to open a mini celebration with apple, carol, nina..ermm..let me think. Haha. But nana is unable to attent. She's goin to spend her with someone special. That is her LONGLONG! Her boyfriend cum son cum everything. Haha. 25th dec huh..make yourself free that day hor. Esp carol and apple and nina. Haha.
Take care everybody. I LOVE YOU......!
