i am feelin so sad todae.
fer e whole dae & tmr too...
i have started missin wilwil...haahas..u all maybe heard it fer e 1st tym ba.. it is reali reali a awful feelin. tat is y dere is no 1 relationship tat can last longer than 2 weeks for mie... i hate e feelin of sadness, loneliness....bla bla bla when darlin is awae fer example. i jux wan to protect myself of gettin hurt. i neo it is selfish. but who wan himself to get hurt. den carol will sae.. "please don hurt animore ppl[boiboi]. i reali pity e guys who lyk u. cos u awaes play play de."
ar ha..but no no fer tis one ho. ask mie y?? i oso dunno. heee...i wan to stop all mine selfishness tinkin n action NOW! im serious. haahas.. it is e 15th dae. tat means......its 2weeks!! but tis 2weeks is reali tough fer mie..for not rmbin e word BREAK, gettin hurt, sadness.............................................n alot of e -ve.
still, i feelin abit scared. but tat doesn’t mean u nv shower mie e 101% of care n love i wan. tat is enough. reali. e more u care fer mie, e more i will scared...if u leave mie. please don forgive mie if i keep hurtin u by not lettin u neo wad is happenin ard mie or saein stupid thing...cos i wan u to stop lovin mie. again, i scare of bein hurt. sorri......
i will change fer u. i will stop all mine selfishness tinkin n stupid action. damn. i goin to throw u all far far awae from mie......
missin U.
I.L.O.V.E.U. more than myself.
to nana: i decided tat i wan to go our OLEY outin if dere is one. stop feelin sad or angry ok?!